Nothing new to report after today's doctor visits.
He is still a big, breech, boy. ;)
He did have to be woken up during the stress test with a little buzzer/vibrating thing. He did not like that and got busy moving after he was so rudely awaken.
Friday is still 'the day'. We will still do the amnio on Thursday and any results over 50 will make Friday a for sure 'go'.
The dr. wants to go ahead with the amnio to make sure there are no surprises with his lungs.
I will have James email on Friday when we have Zach here and settled in. (If settling is possible.)
Monday, April 28, 2008
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Lemon Chills
Have you ever had a Lemon Chill? If you have not, I highly recommend them. I have only had them at extremely hot sporting events, but I have seen them for sale in stores before. Well, last night, I decided that I needed one. However, to my disappointment United did not have any. I nearly broke down and cried in United. I know that is crazy, but I really wanted one. James convinced me to get some Dryers fresh fruit Popsicles. I love the lime flavor. I would highly recommend these if you are looking for Popsicle texture in your frozen summer treats. Little did I know that my pregnant friend Bianca was having a Lemon Chill craving across town. She is a much better detective than me, and found something very similar to a Lemon Chill (after going to Wal Mart, Lowes, and United) at Sam's Club. It is a Minute Maid Soft Frozen Lemonade. I LOVE them. They have 3 flavors, Cherry Limeade, Lemonade, and Strawberry Lemonade. You don't even need a spoon. The max I have eaten in 1 day is 2, but that is only because James suggested that I probably did not need the extra sugar right before I went to bed.
For those of you that read this blog to keep up with the baby, sorry for this random post.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Just some stuff going on
Pregnancy
I have said many times that I LOVE being pregnant and this has been a great pregnancy. I now have to change how I feel about being pregnant. I LOVE being pregnant when I am sitting at home in my recliner and don't have to go to the bathroom. ;) I have started to get physically uncomfortable now that my due date is approaching. I don't know if it is the anxiety and anticipation, my need to nest and not rest, or that I am carrying around a 7+pound baby and a few other pounds. Although I am uncomfortable most of the day, I can still say I LOVE being pregnant, and feel truly blessed to have this experience. I can not explain the joy I have of feeling Zach move in my stomach and being able to look down and see his tiny head move about.
To Do list
I have a running to do list, and a daily to do list. Often times I find myself forgetting about the to do lists altogether and just sitting with my feet up. I do not know how all you moms did this with other children running around.
I think the only thing left we really have to do before the baby comes is put the car seat base in the car.
I need to pack some more things for the hospital, but I have an emergency bag packed just in case my water breaks or I go into labor.
We finished the nursery, got the pack and play and swing put up, got an amazing glider/recliner that I LOVE, got a new TV (note this was not on the original to do list, Happy Mother's day to me, and anniversary, and father's day :)), and got clothes and sheets and blankets washed.
I still need to boil pacifiers. I have yet to open the good ole breast pump to try to figure out how that works. I also need some baskets to keep some things down stairs for the baby.
This Weekend
I am excited about breakfast with the lifestyle lady leaders. How amazing Janis is to have us in her home. I LOVE breakfast food too.
We have a 'meet the newlyweds' party on Saturday night. I am excited to see some old friends and people I taught with at Hutch.
I am sad I am going to miss the Red and Black football game to take a nap, but sleep sounds much better at this point.
Non-stress test
Zach has passed all his non-stress test. Hearing your babies heartbeat is amazing. A lot is going on in his tiny little world. You can even hear it when he moves, sometimes.
Brittany
My brother's girlfriend had her second surgery to attach her small intestine to her rectum and remove her 'bag'. She made it through very well on Thursday, and is recovering well today. The doctor is a little concerned about any infection, or tears, but seemed satisfied with the way the surgery went.
I have said many times that I LOVE being pregnant and this has been a great pregnancy. I now have to change how I feel about being pregnant. I LOVE being pregnant when I am sitting at home in my recliner and don't have to go to the bathroom. ;) I have started to get physically uncomfortable now that my due date is approaching. I don't know if it is the anxiety and anticipation, my need to nest and not rest, or that I am carrying around a 7+pound baby and a few other pounds. Although I am uncomfortable most of the day, I can still say I LOVE being pregnant, and feel truly blessed to have this experience. I can not explain the joy I have of feeling Zach move in my stomach and being able to look down and see his tiny head move about.
To Do list
I have a running to do list, and a daily to do list. Often times I find myself forgetting about the to do lists altogether and just sitting with my feet up. I do not know how all you moms did this with other children running around.
I think the only thing left we really have to do before the baby comes is put the car seat base in the car.
I need to pack some more things for the hospital, but I have an emergency bag packed just in case my water breaks or I go into labor.
We finished the nursery, got the pack and play and swing put up, got an amazing glider/recliner that I LOVE, got a new TV (note this was not on the original to do list, Happy Mother's day to me, and anniversary, and father's day :)), and got clothes and sheets and blankets washed.
I still need to boil pacifiers. I have yet to open the good ole breast pump to try to figure out how that works. I also need some baskets to keep some things down stairs for the baby.
This Weekend
I am excited about breakfast with the lifestyle lady leaders. How amazing Janis is to have us in her home. I LOVE breakfast food too.
We have a 'meet the newlyweds' party on Saturday night. I am excited to see some old friends and people I taught with at Hutch.
I am sad I am going to miss the Red and Black football game to take a nap, but sleep sounds much better at this point.
Non-stress test
Zach has passed all his non-stress test. Hearing your babies heartbeat is amazing. A lot is going on in his tiny little world. You can even hear it when he moves, sometimes.
Brittany
My brother's girlfriend had her second surgery to attach her small intestine to her rectum and remove her 'bag'. She made it through very well on Thursday, and is recovering well today. The doctor is a little concerned about any infection, or tears, but seemed satisfied with the way the surgery went.
Monday, April 7, 2008
TAKS...I forgot...almost
That little thing called the Math TAKS test is tomorrow. I must not have much of a worry problem because I really had forgotten about it while talking/typing about Zach. Man, this baby really changes my perspective on things.
If my kids don't pass they don't get to go to high school. Some, in Stephanie's words, need a miracle. So, please pray for these kiddos.
I don't have to give the test. Apparently, me going to the bathroom every 20-30 minutes would be distracting.
If my kids don't pass they don't get to go to high school. Some, in Stephanie's words, need a miracle. So, please pray for these kiddos.
I don't have to give the test. Apparently, me going to the bathroom every 20-30 minutes would be distracting.
Worry!
I had a wonderful friend tell me at the beginning of my pregnancy that I would never stop worrying about this baby for the rest of my life, and that some worry is okay and not something I should place so much guilt on myself for having. This helped me struggle with the battle I was having between trusting God, not worrying at all, and the guilt I was putting on myself for the worry. She explained that a motherly instinct is God given. I am not having the struggle of worry creep back up into my life. There are so many what ifs going on in my head right now regarding our baby. I joked with someone the other day that nothing about this baby had been conventional so I doubted that his birth would be. The realization that there could be issues with his lungs, issues with his breathing, and just issues with his arrival scare me more than anything. I love this baby more that I could ever have imagined, and every kick and roll is so precious and God given.
I know that God has our family and this baby in His hands and Zach will arrive in God’s perfect timing. Still, I want for him to be healthy, and safe. I want for him to be able to be in my arms. I have learned though that what we want is not always God’s plan.I guess I am writing all this to say, I am struggling with the unknown again. That seems to always be my struggle, not being willing to give up the unknown and have the faith that I should.
Please pray that Zach’s lungs will develop, and his little body would be perfect and healthy when he is born. Please pray that the doctor’s will have wisdom in how to care for us over the next few weeks. And, please pray that God would give this control freak of a soon to be mother some peace and guidance.
I know that God has our family and this baby in His hands and Zach will arrive in God’s perfect timing. Still, I want for him to be healthy, and safe. I want for him to be able to be in my arms. I have learned though that what we want is not always God’s plan.I guess I am writing all this to say, I am struggling with the unknown again. That seems to always be my struggle, not being willing to give up the unknown and have the faith that I should.
Please pray that Zach’s lungs will develop, and his little body would be perfect and healthy when he is born. Please pray that the doctor’s will have wisdom in how to care for us over the next few weeks. And, please pray that God would give this control freak of a soon to be mother some peace and guidance.
Our Growing Baby Boy, amnio-what, and stress tests
Today we went in for our 2 week appointment. I am 34 and ½ weeks pregnant (Can you believe that?)! My weight gain is staying under control (PRAISE GOD) and everything seems to be going well with me. My blood pressure is still great. Other than a little swelling (that just started Sunday) and some killer indigestion when I eat what I want in large amounts, I am still having a wonderful pregnancy. I just realized all of that might be way TMI, but ya’ll know how blunt I am. Pregnancy is not for the modest or shy, and I was neither to begin.
Now, on to what most people seem to care about, our precious baby boy. (I really can’t blame themJ) Two words still describe him well, big and breech. My regular doctor measured him at about 6 and ½ pounds today, but said that was underestimating a little bit. He is concerned about his size and his lung development. He does not like to take babies 2 weeks early unless he knows that their lungs are developed. Given we are 100% sure on the due date, he suggested that we do an amniocentesis on May 1st, and then from the results determine if we should do a c-section on May 2nd or wait until early around the week of May 5th. I am assuming if the results are not good they will go ahead and give me steroids for lung development and monitor me for a few days after the 1st. I am a little apprehensive of the amnio, but Dr. Killeen eased these fears. Still, that is a very big needle, and my water could break, or it could send me into labor. Me going into labor with a big, breech baby is a concern because we would like to avoid an emergency c-section.
My diabetes tests were both okay, and the important three hour one I passed with flying colors. For some reason though, the dr. is concerned about his size and lung development (research on my own and lots of discovery channel watching have led me to understand that babies born to mothers with gestational diabetes tend to be large babies but their lungs are not always developed).
His size and position are the main concern right now. I could tell that the dr. was trying to not make us worry for no reason, but was concerned about our situation. He wants us to do non-stress tests twice a week to keep close tabs on our growing boy. If he decides to flip or wiggle around, he wants to make sure everything is okay with him.
Now, on to what most people seem to care about, our precious baby boy. (I really can’t blame themJ) Two words still describe him well, big and breech. My regular doctor measured him at about 6 and ½ pounds today, but said that was underestimating a little bit. He is concerned about his size and his lung development. He does not like to take babies 2 weeks early unless he knows that their lungs are developed. Given we are 100% sure on the due date, he suggested that we do an amniocentesis on May 1st, and then from the results determine if we should do a c-section on May 2nd or wait until early around the week of May 5th. I am assuming if the results are not good they will go ahead and give me steroids for lung development and monitor me for a few days after the 1st. I am a little apprehensive of the amnio, but Dr. Killeen eased these fears. Still, that is a very big needle, and my water could break, or it could send me into labor. Me going into labor with a big, breech baby is a concern because we would like to avoid an emergency c-section.
My diabetes tests were both okay, and the important three hour one I passed with flying colors. For some reason though, the dr. is concerned about his size and lung development (research on my own and lots of discovery channel watching have led me to understand that babies born to mothers with gestational diabetes tend to be large babies but their lungs are not always developed).
His size and position are the main concern right now. I could tell that the dr. was trying to not make us worry for no reason, but was concerned about our situation. He wants us to do non-stress tests twice a week to keep close tabs on our growing boy. If he decides to flip or wiggle around, he wants to make sure everything is okay with him.
Friday, March 28, 2008
Friday Dr. appointment
Here is the update as of Friday.
2 words can sum up our baby boy, big and breach! He is estimated to weigh 6.3 pounds right now, at 33 weeks. The doctors say that he looks very healthy, but is an above average baby for his weight.
My blood pressure is still looking good as well. My official due date is still May 15 th , they won’t change that no matter how big he gets. They know that May 15 th is exactly 40 weeks. However, if he stays breech, they will take him 2 weeks early. This puts us looking at a c-section the first week of May.
There is a slight possibility that he can still turn. The doctors said to never underestimate their turning ability, no matter how big they are. But, they also said that when a baby is ‘frank breech’ (feet in front of their face) and so big, the chances of them turning is more unlikely. We guess he just likes hanging out the way he is. He has been breech at every sonogram sense 14 weeks.
We did not get any ‘good’ pictures of him again today. He is looking toward my spine, so all we see is his spine and the back of his head. Occasionally, you can see a little foot or hand. We know he has all 5 toes on one foot. ;)
I start seeing my doctor once a week starting a April 7th. He is going to probably start doing non-stress tests then to make sure that everything is going okay with the baby. Dr. Killeen takes amazing care of both of us, and wants to make sure that everything is going and growing like it should.
I have always felt like this baby would be here a little earlier than May 15 th , and it looks like I might be right. It is hard to believe that if he stays the way he is, we could have a baby in 5 weeks! I have so much I need to still do!
Thank you all for your prayers and love for this child God has blessed us with.
2 words can sum up our baby boy, big and breach! He is estimated to weigh 6.3 pounds right now, at 33 weeks. The doctors say that he looks very healthy, but is an above average baby for his weight.
My blood pressure is still looking good as well. My official due date is still May 15 th , they won’t change that no matter how big he gets. They know that May 15 th is exactly 40 weeks. However, if he stays breech, they will take him 2 weeks early. This puts us looking at a c-section the first week of May.
There is a slight possibility that he can still turn. The doctors said to never underestimate their turning ability, no matter how big they are. But, they also said that when a baby is ‘frank breech’ (feet in front of their face) and so big, the chances of them turning is more unlikely. We guess he just likes hanging out the way he is. He has been breech at every sonogram sense 14 weeks.
We did not get any ‘good’ pictures of him again today. He is looking toward my spine, so all we see is his spine and the back of his head. Occasionally, you can see a little foot or hand. We know he has all 5 toes on one foot. ;)
I start seeing my doctor once a week starting a April 7th. He is going to probably start doing non-stress tests then to make sure that everything is going okay with the baby. Dr. Killeen takes amazing care of both of us, and wants to make sure that everything is going and growing like it should.
I have always felt like this baby would be here a little earlier than May 15 th , and it looks like I might be right. It is hard to believe that if he stays the way he is, we could have a baby in 5 weeks! I have so much I need to still do!
Thank you all for your prayers and love for this child God has blessed us with.
Monday, March 24, 2008
Already getting an 'A'
Well, as of today, Zachary is in the 90th percentile for his weight (5.5 lbs, a prediction). That means 10 percent of babies are bigger than he is at this stage. HOLY COW, he is a big boy.
He is still breach with his butt down, head up, and feet in front of his face. It is called Frank Breach for all you savvy people that know about breach babies.
The doctor says he has seen babies turn, but would be surprised in this babies case because he has been breach the entire time. I think he has gotten himself stuck, but maybe he will change his mind and turn. Even if he turns, I don't want to think about how big he will be and having him naturally. He is still supposed to gain a 1/2 pound a week, and we have 8 weeks left.
In 2 weeks the dr. wants to start the non-stress tests to play it safe. If he stays breach we will schedule a c-section 2 weeks before my due date to ensure that I don't go into labor.
We have been blessed with an amazing dr. that really understands our struggle. He takes great care of us, and plays it extra safe to ensure a healthy baby and mom to the best of his ability.
I go to the sonogram specialist on Friday for more precise measurements, and to see how all his little insides are developing.
I will post an update then, and maybe some nursery pictures. I am a horrible picture taker.
He is still breach with his butt down, head up, and feet in front of his face. It is called Frank Breach for all you savvy people that know about breach babies.
The doctor says he has seen babies turn, but would be surprised in this babies case because he has been breach the entire time. I think he has gotten himself stuck, but maybe he will change his mind and turn. Even if he turns, I don't want to think about how big he will be and having him naturally. He is still supposed to gain a 1/2 pound a week, and we have 8 weeks left.
In 2 weeks the dr. wants to start the non-stress tests to play it safe. If he stays breach we will schedule a c-section 2 weeks before my due date to ensure that I don't go into labor.
We have been blessed with an amazing dr. that really understands our struggle. He takes great care of us, and plays it extra safe to ensure a healthy baby and mom to the best of his ability.
I go to the sonogram specialist on Friday for more precise measurements, and to see how all his little insides are developing.
I will post an update then, and maybe some nursery pictures. I am a horrible picture taker.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Nursery Update
A while back, I had a nursery to do list.
I have made some progress.
Get new light/ceiling fan-DONE
PAINT-DONE 3 walls khaki, one wall dark chocolate brown
Put the stuff in the closet in the attic-Done, Thanks James
Get a mattress for the crib-Done
Wash the crib sheet (note to self, buy Dreft)-I have not washed it, but I have it on the bed to see what it looks like. I also have lots of random things in the crib because I don't know where to put them.
Iron the dust ruffle and quilt-Still need to do this
Find window treatments-I got a roman shade with a sun/solar block panel
Get a glider-We found what kind of rocker we are going to get but still need to order it. The major problem of where to put it in the living room has been solved.
I bought a lamp, but need to do something with the lamp shade, like cover it it teal fabric.
We finished the dresser
All drawers and closet shelves were covered with contact paper
I organized the clothes by size in his closet
I got his name painted and put on the wall, and another sign over the changing table
We still need to:
Put up a shelf
Find something to go over the crib
Put together the pack n play and swing
And I am sure a multitude of other things in the next 8 weeks (or less)
WOW! I am down to single digits of weeks left!
I have made some progress.
Get new light/ceiling fan-DONE
PAINT-DONE 3 walls khaki, one wall dark chocolate brown
Put the stuff in the closet in the attic-Done, Thanks James
Get a mattress for the crib-Done
Wash the crib sheet (note to self, buy Dreft)-I have not washed it, but I have it on the bed to see what it looks like. I also have lots of random things in the crib because I don't know where to put them.
Iron the dust ruffle and quilt-Still need to do this
Find window treatments-I got a roman shade with a sun/solar block panel
Get a glider-We found what kind of rocker we are going to get but still need to order it. The major problem of where to put it in the living room has been solved.
I bought a lamp, but need to do something with the lamp shade, like cover it it teal fabric.
We finished the dresser
All drawers and closet shelves were covered with contact paper
I organized the clothes by size in his closet
I got his name painted and put on the wall, and another sign over the changing table
We still need to:
Put up a shelf
Find something to go over the crib
Put together the pack n play and swing
And I am sure a multitude of other things in the next 8 weeks (or less)
WOW! I am down to single digits of weeks left!
Thankful
My natural pessimistic attitude some times gets the best of me. I heard a segment on the Today show last week about choosing your attitude, and it got me thinking. As a Christian, it struck me that I have no reason to be so pessimistic because of the hope and truth that I have been promised by our Lord and Savior.
So, a list, of things I am thankful for seemed necessary.
I am thankful:
For a wonderful, supportive, and loving husband (even through all my hormone fits)
Our precious son that is growing inside me, and the opportunity to be parents.
The opportunity to experience pregnancy. I realize this blessing is not promised, but an amazing gift, every aspect of it.
A family that loves and supports us. If I have never mentioned it, I have GREAT in-laws. I love James' family like my own.
A loving church family, and the ability to worship freely our Lord!
My dog Panzer. She is 7 years old and truly brings me joy. She is sick right now, and the thought of not having her frightens me. I love her so much.
We have wonderful friends! So many of them love our son already, and pray for him.
God has blessed us with more material things than we deserve, and I am thankful for our house, cars, and the ability to eat out.
The little joys of life, like TV, air conditioner, March madness, and shopping.
I need to make a list like this more often. It has left me feeling peaceful, content, and thankful. I needed a change of attitude and heart before church in the morning. I know that Easter, is the perfect time to be thankful and joyful for the greatest sacrifice ever made!
What am I most thankful for: my savior rising for me!
So, a list, of things I am thankful for seemed necessary.
I am thankful:
For a wonderful, supportive, and loving husband (even through all my hormone fits)
Our precious son that is growing inside me, and the opportunity to be parents.
The opportunity to experience pregnancy. I realize this blessing is not promised, but an amazing gift, every aspect of it.
A family that loves and supports us. If I have never mentioned it, I have GREAT in-laws. I love James' family like my own.
A loving church family, and the ability to worship freely our Lord!
My dog Panzer. She is 7 years old and truly brings me joy. She is sick right now, and the thought of not having her frightens me. I love her so much.
We have wonderful friends! So many of them love our son already, and pray for him.
God has blessed us with more material things than we deserve, and I am thankful for our house, cars, and the ability to eat out.
The little joys of life, like TV, air conditioner, March madness, and shopping.
I need to make a list like this more often. It has left me feeling peaceful, content, and thankful. I needed a change of attitude and heart before church in the morning. I know that Easter, is the perfect time to be thankful and joyful for the greatest sacrifice ever made!
What am I most thankful for: my savior rising for me!
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