Had to share this

I know that God knows this baby and the plans he has set out for them before they were created. It is amazing how much you love something that you have not even seen or know yet. I would not trade the last 3 years of our life for anything, because of how God has used it to grow our marriage, and my relationship with God. I know that I would have never come to the point I am not if he had not broken me, and put me on my knees before Him. Every time I try to explain this, I think of the Mercy Me song. It has taken a while but, I do pray that whatever it takes I can praise God, even through the storm. I promised, God, myself, and James before the transfer that no matter what I would love and serve God and through this, no matter what the outcome I would serve and love Him.

Bring The Rain Lyrics Artist(Band): MercyMe
I can count a million times People asking me how I Can praise You with all that I've gone through The question just amazes me Can circumstances possibly Change who I forever am in
You
Maybe since my life was changed Long before these rainy days It's never really ever crossed my mind To turn my back on you, oh Lord My only shelter from the storm But instead I draw closer through these times
So I pray Bring me joy, bring me peace Bring the chance to be free Bring me anything that brings You glory And I know there'll be days When this life brings me pain But if that's what it takes to praise You Jesus, bring the rain

I am yours regardless of the clouds that may loom above because you are much greater than my pain you who made a way for me suffering your destiny so tell me whats a little rain

[1st Chorus] Holy, holy, holy Holy, holy, holy is the lord God almighty is the lord God almighty I'm forever singing [2nd Chorus 2x] everybody singing Holy holy holy you are holy you are holy